PicturesquePlans

2011-02-21T10:43:00.000-05:00

kurkle.tumblr.com

this has been replaced by that.

2011-01-26T23:27:00.002-05:00

I'm ready.

I want to be happy. That kind of happy.

Soon is certainly not soon enough.

Too bad everyone around me would disagree.

2011-01-01T17:54:00.001-05:00

Finally using my free time to learn more about an actual hobby!
Yes, the world is ending.

News!

2010-12-11T20:17:00.000-05:00

I am going to college, bitches!
Sage class of 2015!
Let the torture begin!

Photography (minus 2)

2010-11-22T15:39:00.001-05:00

2010-11-15T22:06:00.002-05:00

My goal in life is not to go to college and become a high-paid, well-known graphic artist. My goal is to be happy and remain happy with myself and my choices. I do not and will not live my life according to anybody else and what they say or do, with the exception of one person and one person only. I think and feel for myself, a realization I made just mere hours ago. For once in my life I didn't cry because I messed up. I felt nothing, because I knew that I do what I feel is right for me, not what I know others want me to do. My whole life everything I did was through the people around me. But now I can safely say that my thoughts are my own. My feelings are my own. Which lead me to the conclusion that the scariest thing I've been feeling for some time is very real, and 100% my own. And it is only scary because it is so powerful. And despite how powerful it is, I am happy to finally understand that I wasn't just being influenced by my surroundings once again. This time I am certain that it is all me, and everything related to this in the past has been me as well, I just wasn't aware of it. I hope that this scary realization is something I share with you, or will share with you soon, because it is probably the most important thing in my life. I guess you could say this thing is my real goal; an expansion on just being happy. More like a how I will go about being happy, or what exactly it is that will make me this happy. I know that not much will change right away. I am still in this house, so close to the thing I need most, and so painfully far away from getting it. I am grasping at straws these days to get just the slightest taste of how this happiness will feel when I can actually enjoy it, and yet I have tried to no prevail. I know it will taste so much sweeter without the tease, but for this I cannot wait. In all fairness, I feel as if I have waited long enough already. I want it. I will not give up until I have it. And if for some tragic reason I will never be able to even taste it, I might as well just starve myself. Because nothing will ever compare.

My birthday

2010-10-30T08:41:00.002-04:00

was nothing special.
I got scratch-offs (that I won 2 dollars on, but can't cash in for another year), a King Size Take5 candy bar, $20, and a card.
But I did get this little gem, which I think is awesome, and they really need to stop making me love them more.

i like

2010-10-24T19:00:00.002-04:00

ice cream.
All my college shit is due soon. I'm excited and nervous for my portfolio review. The people ive talked too are really nervous about it. Theyre worried their art won't be good enough and stuff like that. I didn't even give that a thought. Its getting more and more competitive these days, so I guess I should start worrying a little bit. Oh well, Sage already has my name flagged (in the good way). I get shit from them almost every day. They sent me a window decal ffs.

totally unrelated picture is totally unrelated.

2010-10-11T17:55:00.002-04:00

Eye

Got

Ay

Carrr

c:

Its an old persons car. But I don't care. Gives it personality.
I'm even naming it after one of the residents at workk.
His name is Doug.

Moneyz.

2010-09-29T21:16:00.001-04:00

In a month I've made over $1000. c: I love my job. Well, not really. It sucks. I just love my paychecks c:

Thank you Hannah

2010-09-28T17:58:00.002-04:00

for showing me the cheesiest, yet truest song there is. Wish it was sung by a girl. It would be prettier.

yeah, ignore the pictures. there arent any good videos on youtube.

I always knew

2010-09-22T22:57:00.002-04:00

Winnie the Pooh was awesome.

I guess I learned everything from him without even realizing it.

Senior Pics :]

2010-09-09T19:27:00.002-04:00

Guess what!

2010-09-07T21:25:00.003-04:00

I'm a licensed driver c:
Here, admire the burning school papers.

mao

2010-09-07T00:08:00.005-04:00

c: goodbye chem. goodbye trig.

...hello four winds.

I give up, I'm doing them all.

2010-09-01T23:01:00.004-04:00

The 30 Day Challenge

01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

~I love cats, I hate to shave my legs, I love the way my bed smells, I have terrible self-esteem issues, I have a fucked up way of thinking, My nails are painted blue, I am a 38C/36D, I wish my butt was bigger, I have a celebcrush on Joseph Gordon-Levitt, My hands smell like old people, I think the world hates me, I have terrible luck, I like boop, I can't be alone, I am the most dependent person you will ever meet.

02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name
nickname

03- A picture of you and your friends

04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
~biting my nails gets pretty bad.

05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

06- Favorite super hero and why
~Spiderman, he shoots sticky white shit outta his wrists.

07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

08- Short term goals for this month and why
~To go school clothes shopping, and to work a lot so I can have money for a car.

09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
~....good question. I can't really think of anything.

10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Happy - On A Mission by Katy B
Sad - dunno....i don't have a 'sad' song. I need one though.
Hyped - Year of Silence by Crystal Castles
Mad - Runs In The Family by Amanda Palmer

11- Another picture of you and your friends

12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
A friend and because I was bored.

13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
can't think of one. so im moving on.

14- A picture of you and your family
surprise surprise, don't have one on my computer.

15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
1.A Sunday-JEW 2.Get Lucky-Dragonette 3.Hearts Of Fire-Cut Copy 4.Xxzxcuzx Me-Crystal Castles 5.Oasis-Amanda Palmer 6.Weekend Wars-MGMT 7.Headlock-Imogen Heap 8.Hello Seattle-Owl City 9.Brand New Colony-TPS 10.Colorless Color-La Roux

16- Another picture of yourself

17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why?
My cousin. I just want her life.

18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
I cannot disclose this information with you. It shall remain in the depths of my head for the time being.

19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Herp-long story
Kurkle, Krackle, Kriddle etc- childhood stuff

20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
I'll pass. Wouldn't be too hard to guess though.

21- A picture of something that makes you happy

22- What makes you different from everyone else
I have different responses and different feelings towards many things. I wish more people were like me. I feel like I am all alone.

23- Something you crave for a lot
BOOP

24- A letter to your parents
I love you and all, but when will you realize that I am grown up? I act, think, and feel 2 years older than I am, and I expect to be treated that way. Oh, and buying me a car would be nice too. Or at least half of one. I can't wait to move out, so you better get used to me not being around a lot.

25- What I would find in your bag
My planner (nerd), my book (nerdier), my glasses case (huge nerd), my wallet and some chapstick.

26- What you think about your friends
what friends?

27- Why are you doing this 30 challenge
Can I even really say im doing it? I cheated big time.

28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Last Year:
This Year:
Bigger boobs, better hair, 200 times more mature, not as smart, more determined, goal-oriented, more responsible. the list goes on.

29- In this past month, what have you learned
That I hate working and already don't think my $336 biweekly paycheck is enough. That Im a greedy whore because I want a car.

30- Who are you?
A huge bitch. Nobody important.

30 Day Challenge: Day Twenty-one

2010-09-01T10:27:00.002-04:00

The 30 Day Challenge

01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

~I love cats, I hate to shave my legs, I love the way my bed smells, I have terrible self-esteem issues, I have a fucked up way of thinking, My nails are painted blue, I am a 38C/36D, I wish my butt was bigger, I have a celebcrush on Joseph Gordon-Levitt, My hands smell like old people, I think the world hates me, I have terrible luck, I like boop, I can't be alone, I am the most dependent person you will ever meet.

02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name
nickname

03- A picture of you and your friends

04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
~biting my nails gets pretty bad.

05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

06- Favorite super hero and why
~Spiderman, he shoots sticky white shit outta his wrists.

07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

08- Short term goals for this month and why
~To go school clothes shopping, and to work a lot so I can have money for a car.

09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
~....good question. I can't really think of anything.

10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Happy - On A Mission by Katy B
Sad - dunno....i don't have a 'sad' song. I need one though.
Hyped - Year of Silence by Crystal Castles
Mad - Runs In The Family by Amanda Palmer

11- Another picture of you and your friends

12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
A friend and because I was bored.

13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
can't think of one. so im moving on.

14- A picture of you and your family
surprise surprise, don't have one on my computer.

15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
1.A Sunday-JEW 2.Get Lucky-Dragonette 3.Hearts Of Fire-Cut Copy 4.Xxzxcuzx Me-Crystal Castles 5.Oasis-Amanda Palmer 6.Weekend Wars-MGMT 7.Headlock-Imogen Heap 8.Hello Seattle-Owl City 9.Brand New Colony-TPS 10.Colorless Color-La Roux

16- Another picture of yourself

17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why?
My cousin. I just want her life.

18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
I cannot disclose this information with you. It shall remain in the depths of my head for the time being.

19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Herp-long story
Kurkle, Krackle, Kriddle etc- childhood stuff

20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
I'll pass. Wouldn't be too hard to guess though.

21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Wasn't there already a question like this?

22- What makes you different from everyone else
23- Something you crave for a lot
24- A letter to your parents
25- What I would find in your bag
26- What you think about your friends
27- Why are you doing this 30 challenge
28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
29- In this past month, what have you learned
30- Who are you?

30 Day Challenge: Day Nineteen and Twenty

2010-08-31T10:46:00.002-04:00

The 30 Day Challenge

01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

~I love cats, I hate to shave my legs, I love the way my bed smells, I have terrible self-esteem issues, I have a fucked up way of thinking, My nails are painted blue, I am a 38C/36D, I wish my butt was bigger, I have a celebcrush on Joseph Gordon-Levitt, My hands smell like old people, I think the world hates me, I have terrible luck, I like boop, I can't be alone, I am the most dependent person you will ever meet.

02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name
nickname

03- A picture of you and your friends

04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
~biting my nails gets pretty bad.

05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

06- Favorite super hero and why
~Spiderman, he shoots sticky white shit outta his wrists.

07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

08- Short term goals for this month and why
~To go school clothes shopping, and to work a lot so I can have money for a car.

09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
~....good question. I can't really think of anything.

10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Happy - On A Mission by Katy B
Sad - dunno....i don't have a 'sad' song. I need one though.
Hyped - Year of Silence by Crystal Castles
Mad - Runs In The Family by Amanda Palmer

11- Another picture of you and your friends

12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
A friend and because I was bored.

13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
can't think of one. so im moving on.

14- A picture of you and your family
surprise surprise, don't have one on my computer.

15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
1.A Sunday-JEW 2.Get Lucky-Dragonette 3.Hearts Of Fire-Cut Copy 4.Xxzxcuzx Me-Crystal Castles 5.Oasis-Amanda Palmer 6.Weekend Wars-MGMT 7.Headlock-Imogen Heap 8.Hello Seattle-Owl City 9.Brand New Colony-TPS 10.Colorless Color-La Roux

16- Another picture of yourself

17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
My cousin. I just want her life.

18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
I cannot disclose this information with you. It shall remain in the depths of my head for the time being.

19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Herp-long story
Kurkle, Krackle, Kriddle etc- childhood stuff

20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
I'll pass. Wouldn't be too hard to guess though.

21- A picture of something that makes you happy
22- What makes you different from everyone else
23- Something you crave for a lot
24- A letter to your parents
25- What I would find in your bag
26- What you think about your friends
27- Why are you doing this 30 challenge
28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
29- In this past month, what have you learned
30- Who are you?

30 Day Challenge: Day Seventeen and Eighteen

2010-08-30T12:45:00.002-04:00

The 30 Day Challenge

01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

~I love cats, I hate to shave my legs, I love the way my bed smells, I have terrible self-esteem issues, I have a fucked up way of thinking, My nails are painted blue, I am a 38C/36D, I wish my butt was bigger, I have a celebcrush on Joseph Gordon-Levitt, My hands smell like old people, I think the world hates me, I have terrible luck, I like boop, I can't be alone, I am the most dependent person you will ever meet.

02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name
nickname

03- A picture of you and your friends

04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
~biting my nails gets pretty bad.

05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

06- Favorite super hero and why
~Spiderman, he shoots sticky white shit outta his wrists.

07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

08- Short term goals for this month and why
~To go school clothes shopping, and to work a lot so I can have money for a car.

09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
~....good question. I can't really think of anything.

10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Happy - On A Mission by Katy B
Sad - dunno....i don't have a 'sad' song. I need one though.
Hyped - Year of Silence by Crystal Castles
Mad - Runs In The Family by Amanda Palmer

11- Another picture of you and your friends

12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
A friend and because I was bored.

13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
can't think of one. so im moving on.

14- A picture of you and your family
surprise surprise, don't have one on my computer.

15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
1.A Sunday-JEW 2.Get Lucky-Dragonette 3.Hearts Of Fire-Cut Copy 4.Xxzxcuzx Me-Crystal Castles 5.Oasis-Amanda Palmer 6.Weekend Wars-MGMT 7.Headlock-Imogen Heap 8.Hello Seattle-Owl City 9.Brand New Colony-TPS 10.Colorless Color-La Roux

16- Another picture of yourself

17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
My cousin. I just want her life.

18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
I cannot disclose this information with you. It shall remain in the depths of my head for the time being.

19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
21- A picture of something that makes you happy
22- What makes you different from everyone else
23- Something you crave for a lot
24- A letter to your parents
25- What I would find in your bag
26- What you think about your friends
27- Why are you doing this 30 challenge
28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
29- In this past month, what have you learned
30- Who are you?

30 Day Challenge: Day Sixteen

2010-08-29T00:07:00.002-04:00

30 Day Challenge: Day Fifteen

2010-08-28T09:56:00.002-04:00

30 Day Challenge: Day Thirteen (and 14)

2010-08-27T09:46:00.002-04:00

30 Day Challenge: Day Twelve

2010-08-26T09:34:00.001-04:00

30 Day Challenge: Day Eleven

2010-08-19T14:32:00.008-04:00

30 Day Challenge: Day 2 & 3

2010-08-18T21:19:00.004-04:00

The 30 Day Challenge

01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

I love cats, I hate to shave my legs, I love the way my bed smells, I have terrible self-esteem issues, I have a fucked up way of thinking, My nails are painted blue, I am a 38C/36D, I wish my butt was bigger, I have a celebcrush on Joseph Gordon-Levitt, My hands smell like old people, I think the world hates me, I have terrible luck, I like boop, I can't be alone, I am the most dependent person you will ever meet.
02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name
nickname
03- A picture of you and your friends

04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
06- Favorite super hero and why
07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
08- Short term goals for this month and why
09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
11- Another picture of you and your friends
12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
14- A picture of you and your family
15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
16- Another picture of yourself
17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
21- A picture of something that makes you happy
22- What makes you different from everyone else
23- Something you crave for a lot
24- A letter to your parents
25- What I would find in your bag
26- What you think about your friends
27- Why are you doing this 30 challenge
28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
29- In this past month, what have you learned
30- Who are you?

30 Day Challenge: Day 1

2010-08-16T20:29:00.002-04:00

I stole this from tumblr :

The 30 Day Challenge

01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

I love cats, I hate to shave my legs, I love the way my bed smells, I have terrible self-esteem issues, I have a fucked up way of thinking, My nails are painted blue, I am a 38C/36D, I wish my butt was bigger, I have a celebcrush on Joseph Gordon-Levitt, My hands smell like old people, I think the world hates me, I have terrible luck, I like boop, I can't be alone, I am the most dependent person you will ever meet.
02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name
03- A picture of you and your friends
04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
06- Favorite super hero and why
07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
08- Short term goals for this month and why
09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
11- Another picture of you and your friends
12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
14- A picture of you and your family
15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
16- Another picture of yourself
17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
21- A picture of something that makes you happy
22- What makes you different from everyone else
23- Something you crave for a lot
24- A letter to your parents
25- What I would find in your bag
26- What you think about your friends
27- Why are you doing this 30 challenge
28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
29- In this past month, what have you learned
30- Who are you?

Big, juicy weiner.

2010-08-12T22:26:00.006-04:00

So I took Katie's senior pictures today, and she took mine (because someone else was crap at it). Nikki showed up 20 minutes later. So naturally when the three of us are together and a camera is present, things get crazy.

Katie: "Spread those legs! Look sexy!" I tried.

Katie: "I want to see your butt!"

Invisible boyfriend?

According to Katie this is my orgasm face.

That was fun.
On a different note, I have a lesbian trying to get in my pants. Being very blunt about it, too. I was flattered at first, but now shes trying to force me into it, and then saying its a joke, but being way too serious about it to really be joking. I get to work with her tomorrow. Awesome.

Would

2010-08-04T23:23:00.002-04:00

dropping tiny little packages with the label 'hint' on them be too much?

I got my first paycheck today. Almost $300. Thats not including the 24 hours I've worked since the 30th. See, I get paid on wednesdays but the pay period ends 4 days before it. So I already have $200 something towards my next one, in just 4 days. Should be good.

Peas?

2010-07-25T00:26:00.000-04:00

Get in my driveway. Now.

First

2010-07-19T20:16:00.002-04:00

Day of Work.

Success.

It wasn't bad at all! I might actually like it. I like the people so far, and they seem to like me.

The old folks love me. One adorable old man was so happy to see me he kissed my hand and let me pick his desert for him.

My feet are killing me, and my back hurts, but I think this will actually be a pretty good job.

The Moneyz 2

2010-07-11T12:35:00.002-04:00

I babbysat last night, and got $80 for it. The first money to come into my hands for a while. So, that means its time to update my list.

~ Wallet (for spur of the moment food needs) : $31 ($21 previously)
~ Car : $80 ($60 previously)
~ Senior Year School Clothes : $50 ($40 previously)
~ Una casa pequena: $50 ($10 previously)
Total: $211

Desired amount:
~ Car : $1500
~ Clothes : $600
~ Pequena: $3000
Total: $5100

What I need to make: $4889

Hopefully I will have my real job in a few weeks, then I can start making actual moneyz.

The Moneyz.

2010-06-27T18:29:00.002-04:00

New rule: I need to keep track of my money. Big expenses are in the future, and I will hopefully be making lots of money very soon. So! With the money I have now, I shall divide it up into my 4 different funds.

~ Wallet (for spur of the moment food needs) : $25
~ Car : $60
~ Senior Year School Clothes : $40
~ That thing that might not happen if someone doesn't start working as hard as me towards it : $10
Total: $135

Desired amount:
~Car : $1500
~Clothes : $600
~That thing: $3000
Total: $5100

What I need to make: $4965

Can I do it? Probably not. Especially because I need $2100 by the end of August for the car and clothes.

Collarbone?

2010-06-20T14:19:00.002-04:00

Look at me being all sporty and shit looking like I'm actually athletic and muscular!

So yesterday was a long day.
I ate lots of food and played horseshoes (poorly).
I played with a kid named Carson, and wanted to take him home with me.
Watched a drunk dog stumble around the yard.
Caught fireflies for the first time in my life.
But I was unhappy for the majority of the time.
Tomorrow I get to go swimming and have a girls day.
Just another distraction. As long as I keep getting distractions, I will be okay.

2010-06-05T19:27:00.000-04:00

CD project so far. Missing one main panel, and another inside page

2010-06-02T20:43:00.004-04:00

Yes this is what you think it is.

2010-05-23T20:54:00.002-04:00

I am the proud owner of a Rugrats lunchbox, and 2 Rugrats thermos things! :D

Bugs! (and CD stuff)

2010-05-17T18:44:00.001-04:00

Look! Bugs!

EDIT:
My CD Project in adgraph is giving me a headache. This is what I have so far. I am very behind, because I keep changing my mind.

CD Cover:

CD Back:

CD Itself:

I want these all. I have enough for one.

2010-05-12T15:39:00.005-04:00

And this one, I'd have to fly to Spain to get. But theyre cats, so its worth it.

I'm broke.

2010-05-02T17:21:00.003-04:00

But that only means I spend more time browsing clothes online and wishing I had moneys to buy them. This is my wishlist.

And a kitty ring holder to hold all of those:

I better stop.
On a completely different note, after visiting Sage College of Albany this morning, I now have the pros and cons to going to the 2 colleges I plan to apply to.
Pros to Saint Rose:
-art and graphics program is great.
-students are super awesome
-good concerts and clubs/activities
Cons to Saint Rose:
-not much financial aid
-pretty expensive
-reminds me a lot of sshs
-big dorm building, small dorm room.
-parties, especially with UAlbany down the road

Pros of Sage:
-small
-affordable
-lots lots lots of financial aid
-graphics program is equal to saint rose
-teachers are basically awesome (all the ones i met)
-head of the graphics department already loves me
-so small that even just as i was there, people remembered me
-no parties
-"dollar movies"
-everyone knows each other
-the buildings are all brick houses, and its incredibly cute
Cons of Sage:
-there may be such a thing as toooo small
-the deans last name is Wiener
-all the buildings look alike, easy to confuse

I think we have a clear winner.

Spain post?

2010-04-11T05:03:00.007-04:00

My sleep schedule is all screwy so I figured since I am awake, I might as well post about my trip. I took 462 pictures, but 3/4 of them suck zebraballs. So, a brief summary and then only a select few pictures.

Day one and two:
Madrid. My least favorite city of them all. It was too much like NYC, there was nothing unique or interesting about it besides Retiro Park. And even that was boring. One of the nicer hotels, but it didn't have wifi. Across from the hotel was a giant Calvin Klein add, so whenever we would go out, we just had to look for the massive gonads to find our way back.
The group (sans Lindsey, she was back at the hotel sleeping off her delusion from running 2 days on only 3 hours of sleep.)

Day Three:

Toldeo was absolutely beautiful. I wanted to buy a sword, but I couldn't bring it on the overnight train :[

Day Four - Seven:
I was in Granda at one point, then Cordoba, then Seville for 2. All I really remember about those days was that the hotel in Seville had a laptop that came with Skype and I slept for 2 hours one day because I stayed up till 4am on it.

^The breakfast I had the morning after the overnight train. McDonalds pancakes with Caramel instead of Maple Syrup. It was candy for breakfast.

Day Eight and Nine:
Barcelona. My favorite city by far. Loved all of Gaudi's work (my mild obsession went up a notch) and the city itself was beautiful. It was sort of like Saratoga. It was a city, but it wasn't too big of a city like Granada was. There was a gypsy orgy going on the last night. And I snuck out my window! Hooray for balls!

Yup, thats enough. I'm lazy.

Soooo

2010-03-31T20:33:00.003-04:00

I figure this will be the last post I make before the epic picture post that will contain a summary of my trip. Therefore, I am going to make it a good one, since I haven't had a good one in a while.
So, I leave tomorrow. I will be on a plane headed for Spain in exactly 24 hours. The day has finally come. If I had known how hard it would have been when I decided to go, I wouldn't have decided in the first place. Although, I can guarantee this will be probably the most traveling/world experiencing that I will do my whole life. After this, I am never going away ever again. No matter how much fun I have.
So anyway, I don't know what else to say. I am stressing out, and not looking forward to going through airport security, and especially customs. Poop.
Never again. 10 days too many.
Goodbye mr.blog, I will see you soon.

2010-03-29T18:09:00.001-04:00

They're pretty.
I can't focus on school work.
Three.

Angelicaaaa

2010-03-25T16:51:00.002-04:00

So our current project in AdvCompGraph, or Ad/Graph2, or simply 'Hogans Class' is to make stamps. 4 different stamps sharing one main theme. Of course I chose my theme to be Rugrats. So I decided to take the extremely long and tedious way out by scanning pictures, tracing them, then hand coloring them. Took me 2 and a half hours to trace and color Angelica, but I am very proud of how she came out. Currently I am working on Tommy, but my eyes are starting to play tricks on me and I seriously feel like I'm tripping, so I decided it was time for a break. Anywho, behold my Angelica!

2010-03-20T20:37:00.002-04:00

And to think I was impatient before.
Its like when you're a kid and you really want a toy, but your parents make you sit through something painfully boring before they'll buy it for you, and you get really antsy and you can't sit still but you have to because you know if you don't behave, you wont get that toy.
I want that toy so bad, but I cannot sit still for much longer.

I'm way overdue.

2010-03-06T20:13:00.007-05:00

Its been way too long since my last post, so I'm just going to give you a whole bunch of pictures.

2010-02-19T21:31:00.001-05:00

It was too cute not to share.

A Day In My Life

2010-01-31T16:50:00.032-05:00

ADIML
My January 29th.

Good morning!

Misty says Hello!

Annnd then she says Stop taking my picture.

Holy bedhead batman!

Time to fix that mess in the shower.

There, all showered dressed and ready.

Well, almost ready. Gotta take care of the teefs.

There. Fully ready, with camera bag, purse, and all.

Time check. On the road. My pood case is falling apart.

My favorite tree.

At this point, mom and I went to the bank, and went to pay bills. I didn't bother to bore anyone with pictures of that.

Went to Panera! Which, I used to hate, but now worship.

My lunch! Mouthgasm.

Time check.

I lied, this is my favorite tree.

Went home to grab a few things before going out again, stole a picture of my baby.

Brought moms car to the shop, cause nobody could get the stupid headlight in. The cover doesn't even come off.

While the guy beat the light with a hammer (and killed the battery because he forgot he left the door open) I found this guy, and thought he was picture worthy.

Time check. Finally left the shop. Nobody could get the cover off. We came to the conclusion that the previous owner was in an accident that damaged the headlight cover ever so slightly, so that its impossible to take off.

Went to pick up Billy from school, and ate the 99 cent brownie from Panera in the car.

Look at that. Its delicious.

Oh look, still waiting for Billy. Stupid hair, no matter what I do I will always have one group of hair in my bangs that grows faster than the others.

Finally! Now time to send him off with his second family.

Connor comes to save the day once again. Took Billy to the Great Escape Lodge for the night. Peace and quiet in my future.

Went home after ditching the boy. Timecheck.

Watched Skins :D

I tried and failed at baking cookies. Lookit that, sneaky timecheck.

Went to the hospital to see Gramma

Made myself a peanut butter sammich for dinner at 8:30.

Sage and I went on Cafe World right before bed.

Finally, sleep time!

2010-01-29T16:46:00.002-05:00

^Cheddar Broccoli soup and Mac & Cheese from Panera. Sex.
yup.
possible attempt at ADIML coming soon.

Don't tell the world what we've known

2010-01-11T19:15:00.010-05:00

So, I haven't posted in....forever. But that's okay, because nothing interesting has happened. Here, have some pictures.

(thats my finger)

me gusta Toblerone

I don't know why, but I love this picture.

This is how I fall asleep most nights. Sage gets the big pillow, and I get the tiny one. But thats okay, because shes adorable.

See what I mean? She doesn't like to share.

Holy shit! I'm reading!

So anyway. New Years was....yeah, definitely not going to forget that one. I worked a lot, and made a lot of money. I am almost done saving for Spain. Which is in 80 days. I have come to the conclusion that work is haunted, and I have also decided that the horse Joe loves me, and the horse Topaz wants to kill me. I need new clothes. I need a haircut. Billy turns....12? on Saturday. I get a biiig paycheck on Sunday. I have a chem midterm on the 27th. My Trig average is kicking ass at the moment. I am running out of things to blab about.

picturesssss

2009-12-07T17:28:00.004-05:00

That was the building where we stayed. (right on W51st)

Babbies in the window in Bryant Park

Russian Billy! (i have one of those too)

Tree!

When we got back to the apartment after a long day out in the pouring rain/snow. I was very unhappy.

TOMMY PICKLES. He was on the ferris wheel in Toys R Us.

bolding survey that took me over an hour

2009-11-27T21:23:00.003-05:00

I am a senior in high school.
I have never seen a full episode of "The O.C."
My nails never seem to be looking nice.
Sometimes I wish I was someone else.
I have a pet hermit crab.
I love the Discovery Channel.
I own at least one pair of Cheekie's from Victoria Secret.
My best friend is a guy.
I can't seem to stay with the same boyfriend for very long.
I love McDonald's iced coffee.
School is getting on my fucking nerves.
I want someone that I can't have.
I always think about life.
Cartel is an amazing band.
I have been to more concerts than I count on my fingers.
I wish my parents would let me get something other than my ears pierced.
18 seems like it's going to take forever to get to.
Winter is my favorite season.
I hate where I live.
I have a Juke phone.
Most people annoy me.
Math is my favorite subject.
I judge people too much.
I'm sick of people judging me.
I like to look at myself in the mirror while I dance in my room.
I'm always thinking of ways to improve myself.
I like my butt.
I have never been surfing.
I run track.
Ice skating is hard as shit.
I have no idea what I want to do for a living.
I want to visit Europe.
"P.S. I Love You" was an absolutely amazing movie.
I work at a restaurant.
I eat and sleep more than I should.
I think I bitch too much.
I hate when parents ask how my day was.
My room is blue. [i did not make that decision.]
I do yoga.
Green is my favorite color.
I feel like summer is never going to come.
I stutter when I get nervous.
Even though I might be too old for it, I pass notes back and forth to my friends in class.
I am taking college classes.
I take vitamins everyday.
I feel fat if I don't get to exercise everyday.
Old people gross me out.
I'm stressed out from school.
I don't know if I like who I'm dating.
Peas are gross.
I brush my teeth more than twice a day.
I drive a Jeep.
I have never gotten a speeding ticket.
I get more upset when animals die that I didn't know than when people die that I didn't know.

***

Shy Girl
1. You haven't been in a lot of relationships.
2. People have asked you to speak up because they couldn't hear what you were saying.
3. You get nervous when meeting new people.
4. You're not good at talking to guys you like.
5. You have trouble making new friends.
6. With a group of friends, you are usually the one who doesn't add much to the conversation.
Total: 4

The Girl With Low Self-Esteem
1. You are not happy with your appearance.
2. You don't think you're good enough for any guy.
3. You don't bother trying to get a date because you know you don't have a chance.
4. You think people are lying when they compliment you.
5. You are not satisfied with your weight.
6. Sometimes you wish you were someone else.
Total: 4

The Girl Who Is Too Obsessive
1. You like to know where your boyfriend is at all times.
3. You tell your boyfriend what he is and isn't allowed to do.
4. Sometimes you message/text/call your boyfriend too much.
5. You've followed a boyfriend before because you thought he was cheating.
6. You have trouble keeping a boyfriend.
Total: 2

Flirty Girl
1. You are obsessed with cute guys.
2. You have cheated or would cheat on a boyfriend.
3. You can't be happy with just one guy.
4. You have been known to flirt a lot.
5. What your boyfriend doesn't know won't hurt him.
6. A lot of guys think you're attractive.
Total: 0

Confused Girl
1. Your relationship status is complicated.
2. You don't know what kind of guy you want.
3. You're not good at making decisions.
4. You've thought you were in love but really weren't.
5. You get confused easily.
6. You are always changing your mind.
Total: 0

The Needy Girl
1. You've been badly hurt after a breakup.
2. You depend too much on others.
3. You would do anything for a boyfriend if it meant making him happy.
4. Your boyfriend is a huge priority.
5. You can't stand being away from your boyfriend.
6. You would accept anyone who asked you out.
Total: 3

Playgirl
1. You have been in a lot of relationships.
2. You have hooked up with someone just for sex.
3. Most of your relationships weren't serious.
4. You don't really care if you break someone's heart.
5. You are good at getting guys.
6. You are not a virgin.
Total: 1

The Future-Seeking Girl
1. You have thought you found "the one" before.
2. You have imagined what you and your boyfriend's kids will look like.
3. You want to get married.
4. You want kids.
5. You like serious long-term relationships.
6. You and a boyfriend have talked about your future together.
Total: 4 and a half

The Attention-Seeking Girl
1. You love attention.
2. You have faked an illness or made a story up to get someone's attention.
3. You love receiving gifts more than giving them.
4. You love PDA.
5. You hate it when your boyfriend pays more attention to someone else rather than you.
6. You would date someone even if you didn't like them.
Total: 1

The Dominator
1. You hate it when you don't get your way.
2. You wear the pants in your relationship.
3. Your boyfriend would do anything for you.
4. You are spoiled or someone has called you spoiled.
5. You love to be in control of things.
6. You are usually the one to plan the things you and your boyfriend do.
Total: I feel like I cant properly answer this one

You are: The Shy Girl with Low Self-Esteem and the Future-Seeker
Do you agree?: 100%!

***

I have a step or half sibling.
I have velvet pants.
I have a t-shirt from a museum exhibit.
I’ve been to Dunkin’ Donuts before.
I’ve been on the subway.
I usually get movies from the library.
I’m scared of heights.
I should be asleep right now.
I have something that smells like mint.
I have spare batteries.
My speakers are off right now.
My computer is in my bedroom.
I only have one blanket on my bed.
I own or have owned a teddy bear.
I’ve memorized Bohemian Rhapsody.
I’ve played Runescape.
I like to make lists.
I’ve listened to the Beach Boys.
I am very flexible.
In bookstores, I walk around with my head tilted sideways.
I’m wearing a hoodie.
I know a lot of weird facts.
I’ve watched Nightmare on Elm Street before.
I know what papillon means in English.
Sufjan Stevens makes me happy.
I wish my nose was smaller.
Who lives in North Dakota, anyway?
I like to eat goldfish.
I get at least three e-mails per day.
I smile a lot.
I use “however” instead of “but” when writing an essay.
I’ve seen The Breakfast Club.
I’ve had a burping contest with someone.
And I won the contest.
I like sharing books with my friends.
I usually recognize the poets my English teacher talks about.
A stranger has given me a high five for no reason.
I’ve been to a Harry Potter book release party.
I usually need to be reminded to eat.
I have tiny hands.
I like to look for shapes in the plaster on my ceiling.
I prefer pencils to pens.
I write on my hands when I need to remember something.
I’ve been to a roller skating rink.
I own a piece of clothing that is rainbow patterned.
I own a piece of clothing with skulls on it.
I am extremely patient.
I wish I could dance well.
I’ve been to an ice skating rink.
I have a lot of trouble falling asleep at night.
I’ve been on the high honor roll.
I have a purse with flowers on it.
I love to people watch.
I’ve written an acrostic poem.
I have bad posture.
I’ve fallen asleep in class.
I am very easily embarrassed.
I liked to make up stories when I was a kid.
Whenever I ride my bike, I’m tempted to start singing Bicycle Race.
I take prescription creams/face washes/pills for acne.
I drink milk daily.
I’ve been told I act like I’m on drugs.
I’ve been told I look like I’m on drugs.
I have my hair up in a bun.
I own something Beatles-related.
I don’t use the caps lock key often.
I have very strong opinions.
I love to eat grinders.
I don’t call long sandwiches grinders.
Teachers have asked me if I’m depressed.
More than once.
I don’t care what you think of me.
I have a toothache.
Wonderwall is my “I like someone” song.
There’s a book beside or on my bed.
I hate innuendo.
I really admire improvisational comedians.
I don’t like gym class.
I am going to do better this academic year.
I don’t use the word fag. Ever.
I’ve been told I have a beautiful singing voice.
I can read Shakespeare without translations.
I adore English class.
I know what the kinsey scale is.
I read more than one book at a time.
I love places that sell dollar-a-cup coffee.
The Magic School Bus taught me a lot.
I liked to dance on the kitchen table as a kid.
I’ve lived with a relative for more than a year.
I hate sharing a bed.
I cried a lot as a kid.
My friends have excellent taste in music.
I know what I want to be when I grow up.
Antidisestablishmentarianism!
I like to drink coke zero.
I watched Labyrinth only because David Bowie was in it.
I bite my nails a lot.
I’ve been to a music festival.
I’ve gotten sunburnt before.
And it bled. Ew.
I hate the noise vacuums make.
I prefer showers to baths.
Jeffree Starr is way overrated.
I don’t like my mouse pad.
I love people who look classy.
My nail polish is chipped.
I’m going to read a book today.
My mattress is on the floor.
I am an insomniac.
Cabaret punk is love.
I have a DVD I want to watch.
I’m a really picky eater.
I take ibuprofen a lot.
I tan very easily.
The sun is shining right now.
I love yellow Jell-O.
I’ve made Popsicles with an ice cube tray, juice and toothpicks.
And I called them ghetto pops.
I’ve never met my neighbors.
I’ve drawn on the street with chalk.
I’ve been in a tree house.
Tire swings are really fun.
I love abandoned places.
I have a plastic bag near me.
I only watch TV when I’m really bored.
I can’t wait to graduate.
I’ve pulled an all-nighter so I would be really tired the next night.
I really hate needles.
I get along with my parents.
My font on aim is tiny.
I don’t use aim.
I fall in love with songs that have beautiful lyrics.
I listen to anti-folk.
I have no idea what anti-folk is.
I like to blow bubbles.
I’ve won a hula hooping contest before.
I’ve almost drowned.
I’ve choked on something.
I’ve taken a first aid course.
One of my friends is in a different state right now.
I’ve been to Chicago.
I really like mohawks, but I would never get one.
I am always warm.
I have some weird eating habits.
I like to spin in desk chairs.
I have a beta fish.
I have big lips.
Tape is way better than glue.
I like stickers.
I’ve worn black jelly bracelets before.
There is a type of music that I think is awful.
My favorite girl from The Hills is Audrina.
No, I prefer LC.
I don’t have texting on my phone.
I prefer New York to California.
I’ve read all the Harry Potter books.
Lord of the Rings too.
My cell has a cover on it.
I want to get a tattoo that has to do with a band.
My family doesn’t eat dinner together.
I’m worried that I won’t get into any college.
I’m already in college!
I own more than one flannel shirt.
School is very important to me.
I’d live on the beach if I could.
Avocado is sooooo good.
I can speak five languages fluently.
One of my friends already has a kid.
I drive everywhere.
I hate when people say things aren’t art.
I’m currently texting more than 3 people.
My best friend wears the same size clothes as I do.
I’ve only been in one serious relationship.
One of my parents is gay.
I rescued my pet from the animal shelter.
I want to live in many different states when I’m older.
I hardly ever go to the movies.
I’ve liked one of my favorite bands for many years.
I'm looking for a serious relationship right now.
A lot of Starbucks are closing by my house.
We don’t have H&M in my state.
That’s my favorite store.
I never order things online.
I’m constantly listening to music.
US History fascinates me.
Oranges are the best fruit.
I have lactose intolerance.
I always watch the National Spelling Bee on TV.
I’m on a family plan.
Parties aren’t my scene.
I’ve lost friends throughout my life and I’m okay with that.
There are some friends I still wish I had.
Fake nails look gross.
I own an oyster card.
My birthday is in the fall.
2008 was a horrible year for me.
Actually, it was the best.
I’ve been on a cruise before.
I like chemistry more than biology.
I like taking surveys more than making them.
I absolutely despise the color pink.
I don’t have a significant other.
I get all four seasons where I live.
I only shop when I absolutely have the need to.
I have an older brother.
I have my driver’s license.
I don’t want to have kids.
I wear more jeans than shorts.
I'd rather wear sneakers than high heels.
I don’t go to church.
I’m very much into heavy metal music.
I own like, a hundred hoodies.
I couldn’t draw to save my life.
I’m a very good cook.
I always have to look at the keyboard when I type.
I’ve had surgery before.
I don’t mind getting shots all that much.
I’m not afraid of bugs.
I love hot, hot weather!
I have huge eyes and long lashes.
I’m naturally very pale.
I’m usually not very picky at all when it comes to food.
My parents are divorced.
I’m not addicted to doing surveys, but I find myself doing them anyway.
I’m addicted to MySpace.
I don’t have a Facebook account.
I have perfect vision and don’t need glasses or contacts.
I don’t wear makeup when I go out.
I hate stores like Forever 21.
I’m very much into sports.
I don’t see what the big deal about photography is.
Or fashion design.
I don’t really appreciate art that much.
Horror movies are my favorite.
I don’t care if people cut in line in front of me.
I don’t even remember the last time I put on a piece of jewelry.
My hair is naturally straight.
I have more friends online than I do in real life.
My siblings are all older than I am.
My significant other is older than I am.
I curse in almost every sentence I speak.
I get straight A’s in exams.
I don’t know how to play any instrument.
I only know how to speak one language.
I don’t have my own personal blog.
I’m allergic to something.
I’ve been stung by a bee at least once in my life.
This is the last survey I’m doing today.
I have seen someone propose in public before.
And they got rejected, poor bloke.
I wonder if I will ever get proposed to in public.
Heck I don’t even know if I’ll ever get married.
I know what a sake bomb is.
I’ve tried it before.
I’ve watched ‘Paris Hilton’s My New BFF’.
I think Paris Hilton is a brainless bitch.
I celebrate Chinese New Year.
I’m not Chinese or a tiny bit Asian at all.
I have a step-sibling.
I have a weak tolerance of alcohol.
Are you kidding me? I can drink all night long!
I want a new cell phone.
I have my own bathroom.
I sleep on a single bed.
Nah, I have a King/Queen size bed!
I think one night stands are no biggie.
I’ve been on a helicopter before.
I’m actually afraid of heights.
My date rented a limo to take me to prom.
Pfft, I wish I had a date.
I haven’t had my prom yet.
I like clicking on advertisements.
Pop-up ads are so old school.
I recently took a bath.
I never bother, I just take showers.
My Christmas holidays were the bomb!
Ugh, mine sucked like hell.
I’d love to go to Japan one day.
I’ve seen a ghost before.
I can write lyrics!
I can, but I’m not very good at it.
I would like to become a musician one day.
I love finding things in sofa cracks.
Black people can sing really well.
So can Filipinos!
Really, anyone with talent can do that.
I know someone that’s trying very hard to fit in a stereotype.
Every cup of water I drink equals to a trip to the toilet.
I recently received my exam results.
They were quite good!
Nope, failed it all.
It’s my boyfriend’s birthday today.
He never gives me gifts.
He buries me with them.
I wish I had a boyfriend that actually spends money on me!
I love him very much.
The Beatles rock my world.
Actually, a lot of classic rock bands rock my world.
It takes me a really long while to get to sleep.
I’m a personality quiz fiend.
I am and have always been a night owl.
I love reading Sarah Dessen books.
My earphones are in my ears practically 24/7.
I am an only child and that’s not because of any death.
I hate school and everything else connected to it.
I’ve never been in any romantic relationship.
I have a lot of favorite names.
And I plan to use those names on my kids.
I’m reading a comic book right now.
I’m listening to music right now.
I memorize lyrics really easily.
But memorizing stuff for school isn’t always as easy.
Math is my worst enemy.
I love bolding surveys. Nice and easy.
I pick Guitar Hero over Rock Band.
I’m afraid of heights.
And spiders.
Actually any disgusting insect.
I really don’t mind being all alone.
I talk to myself.
My favorite animal: zebras.
I know that there’s such a thing as a Supersaurus.
Dinosaurs fascinate me.
English class is love.
I know how to make layouts.
But I’m way too lazy.

There's a possibility

2009-11-27T12:42:00.003-05:00

So, my extreme boredom has left me to browse for some new clothes. And, I couldn't keep track of all the things I wanted, so I decided to put them in a post.

anddd last but not least:

just kidding. maybe.

EDIT:
Finished my Rotoscoping project for adgraph.

the skin looks like shit, but we needed at least three different values.

Your smile fades in the summer

2009-11-18T16:23:00.002-05:00

I was walking Baxter today, and decided that nobody ever takes pictures of him. He is rarely ever seen by anybody, and I felt bad. So I took my camera with me and took a few candids.

"I can fly! I can fly!"

Lookitme! Ima cute doggie.

I like posing for cameras!

So yeah, theres some Baxter for you. Today was my 'scary skit' in Spanish. My group redid The Great Pumpkin, Charlie Brown. In my group was Kelli, Marlena, me, and Luke. I was Linus, Kelli was Charlie (or Carlitos), Luke was the Great Pumpkin ( La Gran Calabaza) and Marlena was Lucy. It was...alright. Kinda scared to watch it next class though. But it was fun.

I finished all three seasons of skins. And I didn't think I'd come to this, but I can't tell which season I like best. Although I absolutely hate Cook from season 3, Tony really got on my nerves season 2. Not that any of you care. But, I have had the urge to scream British slang everywhere I go.

Fucking wankers.

Anyway....er, I forgot what else I was going to say.

ES UN RIO DE LIMO!

Ohhh stuff and fluff.

2009-11-09T16:42:00.003-05:00

For this post, the people I am referring to will be named Kanga, Pooh, and Tigger.
So, all three friends seem to be having trouble in the Hundred-Acre Wood. The Heffalumps and Woozles have been waging a full on war with them, and the ill-equipped Kanga, Pooh, and Tigger are losing worse than imagined. (My name, for sake of continuity in this post, will be Owl.) This Owl happens to be very close to Kanga, not so close to Pooh, and even less with Tigger. So, it is only right that I address the issue with Kanga first. Kanga is a beautiful kangaroo. All of the other female Kangas love her, and she has more friends than Owl could have ever wish for. But Owl has one thing Kanga does not. That thing is Honey. Kanga has been searching for Honey for a very long time, going back and forth from brand to brand, craving each one for a certain amount of time, before getting bored and focusing on another. One day, Kanga was just going about her usual day when she stumbled upon a new kind of Honey that she had never seen before. As soon as she saw this Honey she became hooked. Everyday she would walk by the Honey and crave it more and more, till one day she decided she would approach the Honey and speak to it. Her friend Owl encouraged her all day long, telling her that she could do it. When the time came that Kanga would see the Honey and talk to it, she froze up. The perfect opportunity to snatch that Honey was wasted, and now Kanga is depressed. She has spent so much time adoring the Honey, and wanting the Honey, that she feels there is a connection between her and the Honey. She has become obsessed with the Honey to the point where nothing else matters but getting that Honey. Owl is afraid for her, and thinks that she needs to stop it before she goes crazy and does something stupid. Owl also thinks Kanga needs to forget about focusing on Honey, and more on other things, and let the good Honey come to her. Tigger has a different problem. Tigger is dealing with things that only Owl knows are not sincere. Tigger, who in this story is also a female, wants to bounce really high, and do a whole bunch of tricks. Tigger is sick of being unknown. Tigger has been with a few Mr.Tiggers, but Tigger wants more. Tigger doesn't understand what it's like to have a real Mr.Tigger, but she wants another one because its fun, and she wants someone to talk to. Tigger decided to change so as to attract a few Mr.Tiggers. Tigger did something she convinced herself was fun, in hopes of achieving this goal. Tigger ultimately failed, and is now depressed. Owl knows that Tiggers real intentions were not soley because it was fun and she enjoyed doing it. Owl knows that even though Tigger wont admit it, she was doing everything only for one thing. And Owl knows that that one thing was to find another Mr.Tigger. Owl also knows that if Tigger had succeeded, and did find a Mr.Tigger, that Tigger would say things she didn't mean, and convince herself that she did mean them. Owl knows that Tigger wants to find a Mr.Tigger just so she can love them. Owl knows that Tigger doesn't understand love. Owl no longer likes Tigger. Pooh's story is similar to that of Kanga's. Owl doesn't know too much about Pooh's story, only that Pooh (who is sticking to his true gender and being a male in this story) is also suffering a battle with the Heffalumps and Woozles. Pooh is very intelligent, and Pooh knows a lot of things that Owl doesn't. Though Owl knows not the smarts that Pooh knows, Owl does earn knowledge from observation. Owl knows that Pooh has suffered a battle different than most. Pooh has fought his own battle inside his head. Pooh has over-thought many a different things. Pooh, like Kanga, was searching for Honey. Though Pooh found it hard to crave just one. Pooh wanted many, but the Honey wanted none. Pooh suffered from his genius thoughts. Pooh thought he understood. Pooh knew what he wanted, and he knew how to express it. Owl noticed the amount of time Pooh spent talking about the Honey, and thought that though Pooh seemed to know what he was doing, that one day he would realize it was all useless. Owl, you see, knew that you mustn't endlessly search for the Honey. You mustn't crave one kind of Honey for too long. Owl knew that if you just sat back, and let your gaze wander, that one day the Honey that best suits you will be there. Owl knew that obsessive wanting and desire only led to the loss of Honey. A step in the wrong direction. Owl has a Mr.Owl, and Owl knows the weaknesses of the Heffalumps and Woozles. Owl has beaten them, and Owl knows that Kanga and Tigger will not win the war against them if they do not stop and think and realize that their efforts are futile. Our friend Pooh may be the only one to have gained the upper hand in the war, for he has come to terms with the effects of the Honey, and realized what it has been doing to him. Owl has realized that the main focus of her friends and the people around her is Honey. Everybody wants and craves Honey. Owl thinks that this is silly. Take a look at all of the Honey, and don't start settling on one, because it will just go bad by the time you get to it. Owl is seriously upset by the happenings around her. But then again, Owl could just be painfully bitchy because she has a Mr.Owl and didn't have to deal with the fight against the Heffalumps and Woozles (which, if you didn't already catch on, were referring to the multiple Honeys) for very long.

Wonxes!

2009-11-05T21:46:00.003-05:00

I guess I should post, I haven't in a while.
So...what has happened since I last posted?
Uhm, I had a birthday.
I got money.
I ate cake and pizza a lot.
I spent my money.
I got an itouch.
I became beastly at Chem
I wrote the best book report ever, after only reading 10 pages. Got a 100 on it.
I became (more) beastly at adgraph
I asploded more times than I can count
I actually began to think about things
I went to the awards thing
I wrote this

So, clearly nothing interesting. I may or may not be forgetting some highly important event. I just can't remember anything. So, there you go. Enjoy

I am > Buzz Lightyear who is > infinity and beyond

2009-10-25T19:05:00.009-04:00

So yesterday was that stupid Haunted House at work. That was incredibly boring. Nobody came because it was raining. Highlights of that include: seeing Kelsey in fishnet/music legs, fake eyelashes, and a feather boa and getting my mind fucked, anddd having some guy named Mike poke his head around the corner (after being hid upstairs for a while) and saying "I smell a bacon cheeseburger". The kid hadnt said a word all night, it was funny for me i guess, since I was sitting on the floor for so long, and apparently I find everything funnier when I am on the floor and or on my back.

Today Billy had his tae kwon do championship. Totally wasn't planning on going to that, but it wasnt as bad as I was expecting. I didn't even get bored enough to have to take my computer out! But, I had to work on my adgraph homework which involved me having to take 20000000 pictures of myself because we are going to vectorize it or something. Basically, trace over a picture of ourselves with extreme detail and turn ourselves into cartoons. Bleh. But it was actually really fun. I had daddy handle the camera on our way out of the building place, and it was pretty funny. So, I feel like posting some pictures, because I can. Enjoy.

Billy and Connor being...Billy and Connor

Daddy tricked me with that one.

Theres something about this picture that I like, even though I am mid-sentence.

Snowblinded

2009-10-11T11:45:00.002-04:00

So, to be completely unrelated to the rest of the post, Kill Hannah's new album makes me happy. I was obsessed with them 2 years ago. I love re-falling in love with bands.

Anyway, to the interesting part.
I guess I should start with.....the game friday night.
The game itself was insanely boring. We won, so I guess thats a tad bit interesting. We beat the biscotties. Then afterwards, walked to Friendlys. That was the best part. Katie was soo crazy/hilarious. I got my chicken sliders :D Then my tummy asploded. Got home, fell asleep. Woke up later than I wanted to Saturday morning, and flipped out. So after a super fast shower/pack/panic, went to pick up Joe and headed to the Library. Got there, jumped in Christines car Lucy, and waited for the others. They arrived, and we walked to Sushi Thai. I ate food that was really delicious. I want more, right now. Then asian Katie, Herp, Melanie and I all packed into Lucy. We drove to Christines house, snuck in, stole her moms prius, quietly transfered all our stuff from Lucy into said prius, then drove to Rachels house. Went in without knocking, scared the shit out of her dad, and realized Rachel was still in a robe, soooo we left. Pulled into Melanies driveway, were scared to death by her father who was standing there like an axe murderer. I gave him a hug. He has the coolest french accent ever. Katie and Christine did my nails. Nikki did my makeup. I did my hair and Katie's hair. We all threw our dresses on cautiously realizing it would have been smart to do that before we did all our hairs and stuff. Then I rode in Asian Katies mommas car over to Christines. Got there. Ate some food. Watched some balls be pushed around with sticks. Got my ass kicked in some game thing. Went to the dance. Didnt really dance much. Had fun. Got home. Was craving food, but didnt get any. Went to sleep. Didnt wake up till 11.

I love October.

A morning filled with 400 billion suns

2009-09-28T10:15:00.005-04:00

So, currently there is a number of things making me extremely happy/excited. I need a place to list them so I don't forget all of them.

Homecoming Weekend
-powderpuff game (Katie and Nikki are playing)
-homecoming game
-dinner after the game
-lunch on saturday
-mel's house for super girly dress up time
-dinner with my favorite people in the world
-dance which i am strangely excited for
Halloween
-haunted house at work!
-favorite holiday ever
-its not on a school night this year!
My Birthday!
-gotta get a few people to pool together and buy me a 32gig itouch.
-money from the relatives i never recieve presents from!
-hopefully get more that $200, so i can stop saving for Spain and buy clothes!
My current grades
-97 in Chem
-98 in English
-103 in Spanish
I got my paycheck yesterday
-Sure its only $80 something, but still.

And then theres the things that arent so great:

I'm sick
-I can't breathe through my nose, and my chest hurts from coughing so much.
-My nose is all red and in pain from constant tissue use
I still have homework to do
-I cant focus on anything but coughing
I have to go dress shopping
-this could be a good thing, except i have no time!
-I need shoes too.
I'm sick
I'm sick
I'm sick